Pindah

Beberapa bulan bersama blogspot. Banyak yang aku dah belajar. Walaupun aku pemalas sebenarnya lagi-lagi dalam bab-bab meng'update' entry. Hehe. Sorry readers. Kekeringan idea sebenarnya. Maklum sajalah. Aku bukan artis yang punya beribu cerita yang boleh dikongsi. Hanya manusia biasa yang punya kehidupan normal seperti orang lain, bukan artis. 

Ini merupakan entry terakhir aku bersama blogspot. Aku akan berpindah ke Wordpress. So, kepada blogspot, selamat tinggal. Wordpress, here i come!![excited] Hehe. Lepas ni, semua kisah hidup aku akan dicoretkan di Wordpress. No more blogspot. Tapi entry-entry di blogspot akan aku biarkan menjadi arkib. Setidak-tidaknya ada jugak kenangan kali pertama menulis blog dan secara tak langsung bergelar blogger walaupun tak secara serius.

So, tak perlu membebel banyak. Apa-apa cerita baru akan aku update di SINI.

Previous Week..

Been absent with entries lately. Most of them are crappy entry basically. Super slow internet connection makes me think twice everytime i open up this blogger for a new entry. F***!! I just settle up all my pending payments. What do u want huh?! U want my money? I already gave it to u. What else? U want a brand new laptop? Bullshit. Ingat murah? But i just re-format my laptop. U can consider this as brand new lol. Haha.

Enough on that stupid broadband. I've registered for my new semester last week. Reached Segamat at about 12pm, settle up my stuffs and straight away go to the main  hall and register la apa lagi. And then received a call from Apek and he asked me to get down. Dia nak balik KL balik. So, jumpe aku dulu. have a short chit chat and main perli-perli with Melati [kurang asam punya makhluk.], Zaza pun ada and also kawan Melati, Fatin [how to spell your name ha Fatin? Hehe]. They left me after that. Dah sunyi giler duduk kolej sorang-sorang.

Second day in campus, received a call from Kecik.

"Oi, buat apa?"kecik

"Baru bangun oh." me

"Apa plan arini?" kecik

"Ntah." me

"Jom mandi air panas."  kecik

"Sounds great. Ok." me

"Kau surf internet. Tengok mana ada kolam air panas." kecik

"Ok." me

Surf punya surf then i figure out that there's a hot spring in Melaka. Bersiap ala kadar then straight away move on to Melaka. Reached Kolam Air Panas Gadek after about 1 and a half hours. Tu pun lepas sesat-sesat pe semua. Been there for almost 2 hours then we move on to Mahkota Parade. Jalan-jalan sampai penat then drive back to Segamat. I'm the one who drove back. Kecik, he's sleeping all the way. Sabar je la.

Classes started a day after. nothing much on classes. Just that i've been selected as a class rep for Business Law. Crap!! Takpe la. Bukan susah pun.

Ok. The others will get back by tomorrow. Should be no more boring-boring moments to be face. balikla cepat weh!! That's all for this time i guess. 

Maybe..

I'm facing a freaking bored day ever.

Sitting alone make me wonder if there are someone who gonna accompany me, have a chit chat with me, someone that i can call.

Or maybe someone who gonna call me. [err.. ada ke? hehe]

I wish there's someone.

Few Hours Before It Strikes Twelve..

Few hours before it strikes 12 o'clock. 

2008 has gone through 366 days. Lots of things happened all this while. 

Well, for me few things been achieved. 

Let's see my achievements for 2008.

1. Officially in NADIIA during Part 2.

2. Project manager for induction during Part 3.

3. Dean's List - Twice!

4. Being a tutor - Rakan seperjuangan ku dapat A+. Sangat bangga.

Now, checklist for things that i haven't done for 2008.

1. GPA 4.00

2. Girlfriend. [theeheehee.]

I'm turning 20 this coming new year. Have to change the initial 1 into 2. It means that i've to change my attitude to an adult. Well, i don't think i'm an adult instead. 19 years has tought me lotss of things. Tears benn shed, laughters been shared. I'm gonna miss all the memories as it pass by. And 2009 comes with thousands challenges. I need to face it no matter what. Well prepared!

Here we come 2009!!

Ubat Kuat!

Mahu memiliki bentuk tubuh menawan?

Tampil bergaya dikhalayak ramai. Disayangi gadis-gadis.

Mari temui penyelesaiannya! [perghh! da macam iklan TV pulak]

Ok. Sebenarnya aku ada seorang kawan yang menjual body supplement. Bagi sesiapa yang menginginkan ideal body shape, boleh la berhubung terus dengan Pacak. Aku tak tahu nak elaborate banyak-banyak pasal body supplement tu. 

So, further information, contact Pacak di SINI.

Atau ym di Pacak335

Hurm..

Really need someone right now.

Really.  ='(

Pulang..

After almost 2 months without any academic elements, now i came back.

Menyambung perjuangan yang masih belum selesai. Perjuangan masih panjang beb. I've gone through half of my diploma level. Need to 'beat' another half.

Tahun baru dengan azam baru. [azam tahun lepas pun ada tak setel lagi nih. hehe.]

This is my syllibus for this semester.

ECO 261- Malaysian Economics

FIN 329 - Investment Management

LAW 251 - Business Law

MGT 269 - Business Communication

MKT 243 - Fundamentals of Marketing

Still got a day before my lectures start. Well, actually there's nothing much for the first week. I called this week as 'warm-up-week'. Real lectures usually start a week after registration. 

I'M READY!!

Tempat Jatuh Lagi Dikenang..

Its been 2 years since the last time i step into AYSK. Memang aku pernah membenci tempat tu. Tempat yang menyekat kebebasan aku. Tempat yang aku kira cantik sikit kalau dibandingkan dengan penjara. Owh, sory. Cantik banyak sebenarnya [aku rasa la. sebab aku tak pernah masuk penjara pun.] 5 years staying in AYSK has tortured my teenage life. Aku benci!!

Aku rindu AYSK. Sangatt! 

Tempat aku belajar dari form 1 sampai form 5. 

A place where i learned what is LIFE all about. 

Aku masih ingat aku di ragging senior masa mula-mula aku masuk. 

Dan aku juga masih ingat aku buli balik junior-junior aku. Haha. 

Aku rindukan saat-saat aku menendang bole masuk ke gawang gol di court futsal walaupun sebenarnya aku tak reti pun main bola. 

Aku rindukan saat-saat aku kantoi panjat pagar hostel dengan pak guard sebab nak tengok live match world cup. 

Aku rindu saat aku isi borang kesalahan sebab tak turun class prep.

Aku rindu main kejar-kejar dengan warden sebab ponteng sekolah.

Aku rindu kena sebat kat bontot dengan ustaz sebab tak turun solat berjemaah kat surau.

Aku rindu makan ramai-ramai dengan kawan-kawan.

Tapi....

Rindu akan terubat. Esok aku akan ada reunion kat sana. Berkumpul semula dimana kami semua berjumpa buat pertama kalinya. Berjumpa seperti mana 7 tahun lepas. Dikala hidung masih berhingus. Berjumpa kembali di tempat yang pernah kami PANGKAH suatu masa dulu.

Tempat jatuh lagi dikenang.

Results..

Results oh results..

Bila la kau nak menunjukkan diri..

Aku dah tak boleh tunggu dah ni...

Cepat la keluar.

Waiting..

Just a few weeks before i get bact to campus.
God! I just can't wait to get there.

There's nothing in Segamat actually.

But at least i have something to do instead of sitting straight, doing nothing!

Can't believe that i spent more than a month without doing anything. Oh. I can die for nothing.

I've started missing waking up early morning,

I miss the moment i feel so stressed of assignments,

I miss doing lots of presentations,

I miss staying up all night to finish all tutorials,

I miss my lecturers [huh?!!??],

I miss getting busy organizing events,

I miss my roommates,

I miss all the kereta sewa yang buruk nak mati,

I miss hanging around with my classmates,

I miss nasi hangit kat dining,

I miss everything.......

Can't wait to get there.

Sigh.

Sponsor..

NADIIA is gonna organize an event called 'Mock Trading' for next semester.

And guys, Mock Trading memerlukan budget yang besar. Aku masih memikirkan kalau-kalau ada mana-mana pihak or company yang boleh berikan sponsor?

Any idea?

Happy..

Spent hours with your friends was really great isn't it?

Special thanks to :

-Mr. Muhammad Khairul Radzuan

-Miss Nur Hadheenah

-Miss Melati Hani

-Miss Nur Hidayah Famiza

We had a great time together didn't we?

Lessons Part 2

Malam yang sunyi. Masih dalam mode 'relaxing'. Tiada mood untuk menulis pun. Tapi teringatkan 'Sketch Of Life' membuatkan aku mengkentalkan diri untuk menulis. Heh! Mengkentalkan? Apa tu. Perosak bahasa kau ni, Akid! Ok. Aku nak sambung kisah aku dalam entry sebelum ni.

Lepas aku habis last paper SPM tu, terus berjalan-jalan cari kerja part-time sambil tunggu keputusan SPM. Duduk rumah lama-lama pun buat apa. Bosan. Baik kerja. Dapat duit sikit. Boleh kata aku sangat rajin after SPM tu. Income yang aku dapat pun kira bolehla. That time, it can be considered as lumayan la jugak. Dalam masa aku bekerja tu aku selalu jugak la surf internet. Nak tau result untuk kemasukan ke IPT. Seingat aku mula-mula sekali result matrikulasi. After that UPU and politeknik. And for your information, jawapan yg aku dapat semua sama.

"Maaf, permohonan anda tidak berjaya."

Can u imagine? Kawan-kawan aku yang lain ada yang dapat ke matrix, buat diploma semua. Aku? Masih terkapai-kapai lagi. That time aku dah macam putus asa. Aku malu. Malu dengan kawan-kawan aku semua. Sampai aku ambik keputusan takkan contact dengan kawan-kawan aku lagi. Malu punya pasal.

So, nak taknak aku kena teruskan study jugak. Takkan nak depends on result SPM yang tak seberapa tu kan. Aku register masuk form 6. Sekolah yang sama. Science stream. Again. Syllibus untuk form 6 totally difficult for me sebab basic science aku sangat lemah. Aku lebih down. Every morning when i woke up, i feel like i wanna freak out! Menyumpah seranah diri sendiri. I did it every single day. 

Until one day, when i came back from school. My mom give me something.

"Apa ni, ma?" me

"Surat tawaran ke university. Baru sampai tadi." mama

Think that was the greatest news ever. That's the turning point. An opportunity for me to change my life. Starting from that moment, i promised to myself that i will definitely work hard, i will change all the failure into success. I had enough on the failure. Dah puas dah. Stepped into the university dengan azam baru. Jadi orang berguna. 

Sekali gagal bukan bererti kita gagal selamanya. Kejayaan yang kita kecapi pun bukan selamanya milik kita. Keep working. Usaha itu penting. Sometimes, i do forget about this. Hanyut dalam keseronokan. Harap kita semua boleh saling ingat-mengingatkan.

Again...

"Tuhan, terima kasih atas sebuah kegagalan. Kegagalan yang mengajar aku erti sebuah kehidupan."

Good luck for all of u guys.

Cheers~

Lessons Part 1

My brother has just finished his SPM. Teringat pulak time aku tinggalkan sekolah dulu. 

 Its been 2 years since i left my secondary school.

SMK Methodist (ACS) Klang. Nama yang gah didengar. Some say that that's the oldest school in Klang. Or in Malaysia. Aku tak tau mana satu. Klang or Malaysia. I've been there for 5 years started in 2002-2006. Banyak kenangan pahit manis aku kat sekolah tu. Frankly, aku takde la suke sangat belajar kat sana. But one thing, i've to admit that sekolah tu banyak mengajar aku erti hidup. That's a boy school. So, aku takkan cerita kisah cinta or something 'jiwang' in here.

Let's start.

Form 1

First year in ACS. Oh, before that. I was a student under Yayasan Selangor sponsorship. So, i've been selected by Yayasan Selangor to be in ACS. Basically i've never been to ACS before. So, i was extremely happy when i got the offer letter.But when i stepped into the school compound, i was like 

"WHAT THE F***!!. Ini sekolah menengah ke sekolah pondok!??!"

The condition doesn't seems like it was a school instead. Sangat kesian. Infrastructure, OUT! It was a great school actually. Cuma buruk la. Sebab dah lama sangat kan.

I think when i left ACS, it was 100++ old. Soon, i can adapt with the environment. Sekolah buruk? Go to hell! Who cares.

First year in ACS, i was awarded as the best student in class. Other word, i got first place in my final examination. I've beat all Chineses and Indians in my class.

Pretty cool huh?

Form 2

Nothing much to share in form 2. Akademik pun drop sikit. I was no longer best student. But i was selected to a prefect for evening session. Wearing necktie everyday. Get out early for recess time. Alasannya untuk jalankan tugas. Heh! Alasan semata-mata. Hehe. Aku pegang jawatan apa ntah masa tu. Not really sure the title. Its something like 'Head of PA System'. Tak ingat specific title. But i inchgarged on PA System every single day. Once i absent, confirm huru-hara. Orang penting jugak la. Hehe. Takbur sungguh.

Form 3

Started to get in to morning session. Selama ni bangun pukul 8 pagi. Third year kena bangun pukul 6 pagi. Memang liat. Tapi lama-lama ok. I was having my PMR for this year. Nama pun budak. Konon pandai. Study last minutes for PMR.  Result PMR pun ok-ok je. 6A 2B. I got B for history and geography. Crap. Subjek macam tu pun boleh kantoi. Ngok!

Tapi takpe. kira ok la tu untuk study last minute.

Form 4

HONEYMOON YEAR!!

Aku buat kesilapan paling besar dalam hidup aku masa 4th year di ACS. Aku jadi riak. Aku lupa diri. Well, i was a Science Student. During that time, science student sangat dipandang tinggi. Lagi-lagi for Malay. Whoever get into science classes dah kira hebat sangat la tu. 6As in PMR membuatkan aku rasa aku da cukup pandai.

"Tak payah study dulu. Chill la. Exam tahun depan. Honeymoon dulu."

 Sebab honeymoon tu la aku tak study. I didn't study for the whole year. Cuma bukak buku bila ada exam. And guys, Science subject in form 4 were wayyy different from what we've learnt in previous years. As a result, y report card was spilled with red ink. Fail sana-sini. Science subject, hancur. Add Math, tak pernah pass pun.

Tapi masih tak sedar diri. Masih taknak usaha. Stupid!

Form 5

SPM year. Try to catch up what we've learnt in form 4. Memang tak faham. Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Add Math.... Semua hancur. Fail in every tests and exams. Mula risau. Kerja keras. Tapi tak mampu. Mana nak cover syllibus form 4. Nak study syllibus form 5 lagi. Ini la balasan orang yang lupa diri. Tak ingat asal usul. Tak pernah nak menghargai apa yang dinamakan PELUANG. Only manage to get 4As for my SPM. Science subject? I got C for all 3 subjects and add math. 

Sumpah aku menyesal. Sepanjang masa aku terfikirkan kesilapan aku.

"Aku mohon keampunanMu tuhan. Terima kasih atas sebuah kegagalan."

Ada lagi sambungan cerita aku. Nanti aku update entry ni. Nantikan kehadiran Lessons Part. 2

Insaf~

Nothing..

Ok. 

Nothing to share actually. 

Because its nothing happened for the past few days. 

This entry is to let u know that im still alive. 

cheers~